so lost

im so confused! i really dont know what to do.. and could i run away from this..  were so far away i dont know what to do.. maybe i have my career or my dad's career hahah  yeah i passed the nclex but i thought i would make things more lighter but no it made things more complicated.. they want me to do this to do that.. damn im their robot.. heck..! a 22 years old robot ! they never acknowledge what i feel.. they really dont care..  how could i could get away from this chain.. i sacrifice a lot and suffered alot..but i didn't felt hapi..  all i want is to be hapi but right now no!  i never get what i want..maybe my purpose in life is to please other person without being happy hows that! to the person i love: i think we should part ways..i think!